roha love~

I learned that when you give love, it bounces back to you and multiplies a thousand folds.

Its been 3 months since I first set foot on this new world, its quite different to me, I got a bit culture shocked if you ask me, but everything seemed so welcoming and homey.

Its been a month since I stumbled upon people on stan twt that made me open an account of my own. At first it was lonely, looking at that "0 followers" actually suck, it was a new slate, a new world, a new dimension. Everyone was pretty much acquainted. And it was lovely seeing convos go from bias talks to life talks. It felt warm. I wondered how I'll survive in this new world.

Entering a new fandom different from my old fandoms made me feel like fish out of water. I wondered how I'll survive. There were also lots of new terms and not to mention lots of new things to learn? I never knew fangirling could be another level of complicated? But the complications make you prove your love for the boys and this fandom in general. If you're wondering what those complications are, well, those are the hanguls and many instructions for fancafe and voting thingamajigs. haha

But it was also in AAA that I tolerated myself to make a stan twt. I wanted to make another account that could vote for the boys on AAA. Ended up using it and made it a stan twt. I tried to learn the ropes and to observe rohas and how they interacted. I butt in in a lot of convos cause I wanted to try to engage to people, it was fun. Rohas are so warm and friendly, they literally dont bite.

I have been a fangirl for as long as I can remember, I never knew that at this age I'd actually get to meet a whole new set of people. I still wake up everyday asking myself what I've been doing with my life recently, but darn, these boys make me do things I never knew I was ever capable of doing. Also these rohas, they are so lovable and genuine. I just wanna wrap them all and keep them in my pocket.

I ended up finding myself on stan twt 24/7. Aint that swell? I met loads of new moots and I love how they were all easy to get along with. I even met a literal twin. This fandom is growing on me so much, just as much as those 6 dorks who has invaded my life and my schedule in ways I can never explain to normal people.

Its been more than a month on stan twt and I cant believe I came here again just in time. What would have happened to me if I wasn't here? Would I have enjoyed just as much? Would I have gotten to watch starlight too? Please believe me when I say that Cha Eun Woo was beyond awesome, the night was perfect, but it got even more perfect knowing that I'd get to hang out with new friends too afterwards.

Meeting new people for the first time is startling, but rohas are so welcoming, it doesn't  feel like that at all. I love how we can go on and on about astro and the things we love. This love we culture for the boys spreads like wildfire, we cant contain it. We love the boys oh so much we'd do everything for them. And I love I found people with that same interest.

I'm literally making this post to relieve myself of all that's on my mind. I have loads more but I just wanna give a big shout out to all my moots. You have welcomed a baby roha into this fandom and I am forever thankful. I promise to support the boys and rohas for as long as I can.

THANK YOU <3


love,
dee x

Writing for my 6 stars 💫

I dont know if you feel this way too, but these 6 dorks,
       their smiles and laughter warm my heart a lot.
They have been my escape and my distraction for these past few months
Whenever I see videos of them, it feels like an escape
        and all your troubles just seem to fade away~

The way they sing You and Me makes my heart flutter
         Its like the feeling that they matter a lot to you
   but you matter a lot to them too.
Its that feeling of reciprocation 💞

They may not know you exist to love them,
         But you know they’re thankful for each and every
     ounce of love you shower them upon. 💝

The way they slowly paint smiles on their faces
         Makes me feel jitters
    And when you stare deep into their eyes
          You know its endgame

Their crazy antics make me laugh out loud in ways
         I never thought could touch my heart deeply,
     They make me forget about the world even in just
         a fraction of a second~

You came into my life as a distraction
        from this crazy chaos inside my brain,
     But dear love, I am happy.

I am happy the way I wake up and see updates
     The way you’d all always ask about rohas’ day and if we’ve eaten

Do you all know how much you mean to us?
     How much joy you give whenever you post individual selcas?
        And much more when you’re all together?
            It feels like bliss. ✨

We are happy whenever you are all happy.
     You all are our drug,
         Our medicine to all that’s not well and aching

Thank you for exisiting 💫
    You make us all go cray with just a mere blink of an eye
         Or a booty shake, or even just plain existing.

You all deserve so much love,
       You all are stars in our hearts that will forever be here till the end. 💘

You said you wanted to be our stars,
         And in a snap of a finger, you all entered our hearts
    Not knowing this will be the start of something beautiful 💜

It has been an awesome journey with these 6 dorks by my side
     and some rohas I have met just recently.

I love this new found happiness and I love all of you 💓

I wanna walk with you all,
   One step
       Two steps
           Three steps ✨💜


- your baby aroha, Dee 💫