Hello there

 Its been so long.

This will not even have flowery words,

nor will it have any idiomatic expressions.

I just wanna vent out.

My mind is circling once again

To and fro

I have this one thought in my head

I can never forget.

Why does life keep wanting you to give

When you dont even have enough for yourself

How do you continue to fight and live

When they dont even understand you

It sucks.

And its excruciating.

I havent felt this way in forever.

Its like everything’s just sinking in.

...why does it have to be this way.

I wanna walk and have wings of my own.

But its like everytime i try my wings get cut off

Its like trying to shut me down.

And it just keeps pulling me down.

Im not even on ground zero yet

But it sure heck hurts and stings

Down to the core

Someday I will have my own wings

Someday I will fly high.

Someday I will have enough

Someday I will build my dreams.

One step at a time.

No matter how hard.

No matter the nay sayers.

No matter what.

An open letter to all my friends.

Its always lovely to reminisce old memories,
Friends you have found along your journey
Photosnaps you’d wish to go back to
Moments you wish stayed forever

But everything in this world is fleeting
We grow each day
Further from who we were yesterday
Never really a new person, but better

We cant stay stationary
Just like how the earth always revolves
Life is fast phased
And we have to keep up with it

Im just happy I get a chance to recollect
Some thoughts, some emotion
Of the things that happened,
Of bonds that were created

We mature and we change
Most folks stay
They stay but its never the same way sometimes
Interests and topics go by

Leaving everyone with just memories
Of what had beens and what might have been.
What had happened and what was supposed to happen
Had you stayed stationary.

As we grow we collect friends a long the way
Good and bad, long and short term
Memories of them will stay
Sometimes a little blurry others so vivid

Guess this post is for all the friends I’ve met
Along this long and winding journey called life
I may not always be there
To laugh and to talk with

Because life has not been made stationary
We tend to walk the whole earth
And meet people along the way
We tend to get caught up by the present

But we will never forget the past
Of the hype of emotions
The wave of thoughts
And the unending stories

It will forever be etched in my heart
Something I’ll reminisce in times like tonight
Memories of when we used to talk
Moments of fun and sadness

I may not always be there at all times
But im always a friend.
I may pop up once in a while
But i’ll forever be here.

Just not always, like before
But here infinitely when you need me
Just call my name
Or just pop up randomly in my mind

Expect I’ll drop a message
Maybe say hi,
And likely, try to reminisce some memries
Of yesteryears, or of the present

Im sorry for not always being there
Im sorry for unanswered messages
But im happy, you’re happy
Im happy life has been good and swell.

I love you, i miss you.


your friend.

first love.

you will always be a wonderful memory.
a memory i’d go back to
of flashbacks and reminiscing.

a history of that what if
of a smile i’d paint when i think of you
just remembering the old days

but never going back to it
just a recollection of thoughts
untainted and unharmed.

just a glance of rose tinted glasses
and how the world looks like
in the eyes of one in love.