What can do you do when a friend is heartbroken?

What do you do when a friend is heartbroken?

Perhaps tell her words that you think will ease her heart

Help her get some sweets or buy her ice cream to put her in glee

Comfort her with all your heart and hope it eases her soul

Or maybe just sit there with her as she vents her heart out

Words of wisdom or some love quotations will never ease a broken soul

Nor will a heartbreak soundtrack nor a sweet flick movie

What matters most is just to be there in that moment

So when she’s ready to break down you’ll let her fall and you’ll catch her

Unlike that guy who let her fall but unknowingly went by and took the nearest exit

Just be there for her

Words will never be enough

Just let her cry and all will get better in the end

I know words can never suffice and heal all that’s aching

But dear friend, just know were here

Its true what they say, boyfriends come and pass

But your real friends will always stay by your side and stick with you

I dont know what else to say

But cry it all out, let lose all that hatred and frustration

We will continue to listen

Up till you finally say

“Im better off without him

Im okay now”

Cheers girl! There’s someone out there for you

And we’ll all together continue to pray for that 🙏

12:27pm

Friends through Milestones~

I dont think Im ready to let go of this night just yet



Its moments like this when you realize you did something well in the past.

Its moments like this when you realize the universe never owed you anything but it gave you back an awesome gift.

Its moments like this when you realize you are blessed beyond compared.

Its moments like this when you realize these are friends for keeps and you ought to have them till infinite days of bliss, of ups and downs, in hope and in love.

Perhaps plans usually gets scrapped and cancelled because maybe were just destined to celebrate something beyond our years could ever think or imagine.

We were then young and naive, not knowing where life may lead us, but guess what?

Here we are slowly celebrating each others milestones....

I used to watch this on movies, but never did I realize that experiencing it first hand would be like riding a roller coaster ride.

Its like every snap of a picture is like a flashback of how it was in the yesteryears.

Of someone searching for love, and now of to marry the man of her dreams.

Of someone breaking to us an awesome news about her bundle of joy, making all of us legit titas and tito.

Its been an awesome journey, I cant wait to continue moving forward.

Distance or time maybe a hindrance but I know, this friendship shall last.

Till the last person marries.

Till the last person gets children.

Till the last person retires

Till the last person becomes a senior.

To more memories and more moments together.

Change is inevitable, but everything becomes bearable with friends by your side cheering you on and lending a helping hand.

10:20pm.




























From lecture halls, to CEU's clinics, to Manila hotel, to Manila hotel again, to our work places, to preceptor-ships, to annual conventions and to many more places and milestones, I'll continue to close my eyes and dream with you guys by my side. Thank you for making the past 10 years amazing <3

Love,
your maknae x

Masks and Fronts~

Droplets of rain fall just as my heart ponders
On thoughts i'd rather not think about
Moments linger, emotions flourish
I lay awake just to see what happens next

Actions are louder than the thoughts that dwell inside our cages
What the brain conceives physical nature brings out
Arrows streak on a bull's eye
Blood flow through existing veins

Masks and fronts
Smiles and leaving.
Loneliness surfaces
and to writing...

Dwell on written words that dont cut as blade
When the heart feels lacerated and handicapped
The world seem suffocating
And fake.

Facades and rumors
Whispers and stabs
Like pinned needles they sting
Cause the mind never forgets

But you'll always be fine
Cause moments pass
We move on.
We pretend.

Treasures and friends.
True or False.
I don't even know what's real
Nor where I stand

Crossroads and goodbyes
Junctions and dilemmas
You ask where to go
And in signs you look

Mind's confused, hear wonders
How does one think logically?
How does one surpass such?
Too many questions raised

So little time to discover,
one self and decisions
dispositions and beliefs
I can not answer a single one.


but one day perhaps.

Frantic Horror~

You realize you were hanging on but a single thread, dangling down the brink of a cliff as the sunlight slowly haunts you with a promise of hope & tomorrow that never to seem come.


Then the phoenix rises & sees his prey, he grabs on it as quickly as the birds soar on migration day.


That was it. The last beam of glee and a promise of a future to await.


And scorn by misery & regress the culprit being stays inept to being her own kind.

The vast lands matter not a little, cause all the majority fills it with terror and frantic horror.

That was her last ticket for a glimpse of a new beginning.

Of better days and of light shining at the end of the tunnel
The damsel's last cry as she wakes to see the rainbow after the rain.
It was that stream of fresh warmth on a long winter night.

It was what the moment gave and she chose to bit.


Now everything in the world has chosen to fall apart.
Crumbling in every aspect of uncertainty
Of the weary mind that choose to stay awake.
In the wee hours of the morning, she decides to take the nearest exit.




010614
LRT ride~

If only, coz I miss you.

Well I am feeling all sorts of things at the moment.
But to be honest, Im writing coz I miss you.



I miss you and your smile.
I miss you and your jokes.
I miss you and your antics.
I miss you and I.


I miss your texts.
Your tweets and your vents.
I miss us being one and the same.
I miss us being stuck with each other,


I miss us staying late at night.
I miss us comforting each other.
I miss us being each others boyfriends.
I miss us, I miss us.


I miss you and your wit.
I miss you and your depth.
I miss you and your words.
I miss you and the compliments.


I miss you being here.
I miss you and your presence.
I miss you and your eyes.
I miss you and I miss you true.


I miss you.
I wanna talk again.
I wanna sing again.
I wanna smile with you again.


If only I could mend all that's crazy wild in the world.
If only I could recover all the piece that have been broken.
If only I could get a time machine and relive each day.
If only I could give the world just to alleviate all that's hurting.

If only I could turn those tears to dust.
If only I could turn that confusion to magic.
If only I could produce a breed of those creatures.
If only I could nurse you and comfort you.


I would..
I would sail through the deep just to hold you.
I would cross the ocean just to see that smile again.
I would delve down that deep abyss just to reach you.



If only I could.
If only.
Coz I would..
And so I miss you..



I dont know how,
I dont know where.
I dont know how things will be greater.
I dont know.


But I hope it all turns around and so I can see that smile again.




12.05.13

Things & Wishes~

There will always be those scenes in life that'll keep on lingering no matter how hard you try to lock it down.

Things you wish you hadn't said,

        Things you wish you said.

Things you wish you had not done

        And things you wished you've had.

There'll always be moments where you wish you didn't or you wish you did.

Things you always wanted a time machine for, to rewind the events and in-still in mind a picture of what's right to do.

Things you wish you had, like a magic wand or a crystal ball to enlighten you with things.

Or magic powers to make things right.

There will always be consequences and a series of preludes and post activities.

And no matter how you wish or hope, things will never go the way you want them to.

Things will always go from down right happy to all the way round sad street.

       But despite all you'll realize that what's done is done,

               What's not done is what stays.

We can never turn the clock & force time to reverse itself.

All that's left then are lessons of the past & the future,

                                         of right & wrongs

                                            of recollections of what might have been and what could have beens

                                         and of hopeless and scary nights of why and hows

Lest I forget, all of life is but an experiment

                We learn through the explosions of acids and bases.

                                   through the hot flow of magmas and self made volcanoes

                              through the mind blowing equations and formulas

         And in vast retrospect

                  We realize that working with our lab mates is the biggest challenge of all.

                       Through thick and thin I'll stick.

No matter what I'll try to learn.
Cause I know, it'll always be worth it.~

03|05|13
.envelopedthoughts.

don't let the friendship rot.

Hello again my dear blogspot. Haven't been here for quite some time, and geez, how I miss writing.

Felt like writing again, I've got tons of homework to do, lots of stuff on my mind, and lots of things to buy ,not to mention. lol (dentistry's way too expensive)

Call me a freak, or whatever. I'm going to be damn sentimental and mushy this time.

I'm in the middle of a crossroad, into a path of which to where, I do not know.

I wanna go to a distant land and think, to let my heart speak of how it truly feels.

Dang. I'm so bad at letting all the tension out, and writing is my only outlet.

Freaky. Now I'm circling around again. lol. I can't seem to get to my point..

"Don't let the friendship rot.
Caress it with your divine love,
Culture it with at most care,
And don't ever let go.."
Sigh* My mind's pretty much confused. I aint leaving anyone, and I aint going anywhere.

Bottomline: Gah. I'm much too sensitive and I don't wanna show it. That's why I'm writing this down. Just wanna let out some tension inside me..

Friendship a teenager's best asset and at the same time the worst waterloo everrrr.

It blooms, as time lengthens..

It's petals spread out and gives out beauty.

It's scent is sweet, and divine.

But as time goes..

It withers,

and slowly dies.

I beg to disagree.

Friendship does not die. It stays. Cause it will always be true.

Friendship blooms in May, in June and even in winter.

Friendship has no limits.

It's beauty is itself, and it's scent is much too amazing that I can no longer describe.

Friendship is beautiful.

It was created for people left out, needs company and for everyone, for every person, to cherish and to be grateful for such a treasure.

It is true and everlasting.

Friendship is about love.

love, for one another,

and understanding above all.

People make mistakes.

They grow weary and anxious.

Regret accompanies every waking heartache.

And alas.. sorry is the only reciprocal of thee.



-end-

11-17-11